You have experienced trauma. You have experienced emotional pain. You’ve gone through hell. You have experienced abuse. Whether the abuse was spiritual, physical, verbal, emotional, mental, sexual, or any other type of abuse, it caused you great pain and trauma.
IT IS NOT WHO YOU ARE! It is what was done to you.
The answer is not to seek revenge. The answer is healing through Jesus Christ! He can heal every bit of that pain and trauma that was inflicted upon you. Jesus can release it from your heart, your mind, and your spirit. He can make you whole.
This world is full of people who are walking around, carrying pain and trauma that has been stuffed for years and often decades. One woman to whom I ministered was in her seventies, and during one session, she told me about being molested by her father, beginning when she was five or six years old. She had never told anyone before about her father doing those horrible things to her. She had been having recurring dreams of him chasing her. She had anger inside her that was over-the-top. It was coming out at those she loved most—her family. They could not understand why she was so angry.
During that session, the emotional pain that came out of this precious Christian woman was enormous. As I prayed with her, Jesus Christ released the pain and trauma. Afterwards, she laughed. She smiled. She was set free! Because she was able to talk about it and receive compassionate prayer in Jesus’ name, she was able to receive the healing she needed. It did not change what happened, but Jesus changed her heart, her mind, and her spirit. He cleaned, purified, and healed her from that sexual abuse and trauma. The Holy Spirit filled the voids that were left once the pain and trauma were released. It was a beautiful process to help facilitate and observe. Her family was amazed at the difference they saw in her—the anger was gone!
So, what has happened to you is not who you are, unless you allow it to define who you are. You have to put an end to that. Do not let it continue for decades! You have to take control of your life because you have a destiny. God wants you to fulfill the destiny that He has planned for you. The enemy, Satan, does not want you to fulfill your God-given destiny. Satan often uses suppressed pain and trauma to stop people from living out their God-given destiny.
The bottom line—you need to get help. You need to seek a qualified Christian counselor, prayer minister, deliverance minister, or other Christian who can help you to release the pain and trauma that you have stuffed. It has to be someone who is trained to do that in the name of Jesus Christ. Not every counselor or minister knows how to pray for the release of emotional pain and trauma, but there are many available. If you need help finding one, talk to friends, talk to family, or contact us. We can direct you to someone who can help you start living your God-given destiny and not the life that Satan wants you to live.
God loves you and He has more for you than you can even imagine. He wants to see you set free! The lie from the enemy is that you will never be able to get healed from the trauma, you will never be able to get passed it. YES YOU CAN! If survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) can get healed through Jesus Christ from a level of trauma that is unthinkable, you can receive healing and freedom. You have to make the choice to go through the healing process. You have to make the choice to let Jesus Christ set you free. If you don’t know Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Savior, that is the place to start. Ask Him to be your Lord and Savior. He will. Jesus wants to help you. He died for your freedom and healing. You have to first make the decision to invite Him into your life and then enter the journey of healing that you so desperately need.
I pray that you will make that decision. I know that Jesus will be by your side every step of the way. May the Most High God bless you as you surrender to His will for your life.